Hi, what is it exactly you need? I never deleted the main page. You want the talk page messages? If you remember, they unfortunately can't be returned due to comments not being available for main pages. Sorry!
Hi. As much I understand your point, I have to think of the chat. It doesn't set a good example to new users you saying that. Also, remember what we talked about - if you feel yourself losing it, close chat by yourself so you won't be banned. As bad as this sounds, looking at your ban history, the next ban will be much longer. Hopefully these 3 days will help you refocus. Thanks!
Okay. But, it is still against the rules, no matter what the circumstance, if there we exceptions the rules would say something like "...with the exception of these situations:", then it would list all of the exceptions.